At work the calls rarely ring in anymore so I find myself subconsciously yet consciously still voicing my aggression when my train of thought is disrupted by the inquiring elderly. There are a thousand different patterns racing together in my brain right now, like a ridiculous game of chicken that will inevitably lead to a horrendous crash which snapops my electrons and neurons. I feel the run get closer and closer everytime just behind my iris, about every twenty minutes. It is signaled by the high pitched tone I hear at seemingly random intervals that seem far too random to be random at all. Indeed they are plotted at key points by some inferious asshole with a taste for neurotic destruction.

Which kind of semi-leads me to my point at this nondescrepant point in time. Everyone around here is getting sick with their coughing and weezing and spitting up blood. I worry people that I become acquainted with, and as time goes on their illness spreads to levels of utmost alarm. I will fix this with chemicals that are not found on Redbud lane, nor in pharmacys. The chemicals we will all soon depend on once again with frivolous laze faire in the bathroom with splintered mirror and douchebag pissing way too loudly immediately to your left will be the intricate designer drugs already coursing through our cold blue veins. Their initial imprints still stamped on the core of our control centers with speedily printed readout logs of data that confuse and contort are with us for the rest of our three sixty fives. We've been ignoring these sources for quite long and it's starting to steadily effect our syntax bubbling our slurred sentences to that gurgle found in post 1940's plumbing systems as the piles and mounds of information cram into shrinking crevices and god that fucking kid's riding the bus again with his always uncanny ability to make 'it' awkward. Nobody understands any of this anymore; contribute to that collective profanity with acts of violence and bleeding knuckles with that pseudoiron trickle dripping onto the carpet which we didn't install and/or pay for in the first place.